From Overthinking to Open Access: My First White Paper Is Now Live on EdArXiv

Published: September 12, 2025

Current Stats (as of September 17, 2025):

  • 🧠 80 Downloads

  • 👀 65 Views (~5 of those are mine, but still!)

For years, I was told I was “too much.”

Too anxious.

Too overthinking.

Too intense.

Too passionate.

Too everything.

But somewhere in the chaos of diagnosis, doubt, and neurodivergent brilliance — something began to form:

A new way of understanding how gifted and deep-thinking learners prepare, perform, and burn out under systems that were never designed for them.

That something became:

🧩 The Behavioral Neurodivergent Learning Model (BNLM)

And now… it’s real. It’s published. And it’s free to read.

✨ What’s in the Paper?

The white paper introduces the BNLM, a framework I created to explore how deep internal processing, executive functioning, emotional intensity, and cognitive overwhelm uniquely impact high-stakes exam prep — especially for gifted and twice-exceptional adults.

This isn’t just about test-taking. It’s about:

  • 🧭 Navigating life as a deep processor in a fast-paced world

  • 📚 Understanding why traditional study methods fail for some of us

  • 💡 Honoring the invisible labor of overthinkers and late-diagnosed learners

  • 🧠 Blending behavior analysis with radical empathy and lived neurodivergence

And yes — it’s rooted in science. But also in story.

My story.

📌 Where to Read It:

You can download the full white paper for free on EdArXiv:

🔗 Read & Download Here

🎯 What’s Next?

We’re aiming for 50 downloads by October 12 — one month from publication.

Every view, every share, every download… matters.

Because this isn’t just a paper. It’s a signal.

A sign that we’re allowed to learn differently.

That maybe… we’re not broken. Just brilliantly wired for something more.

If this speaks to you — or someone you love — I hope you’ll give it a read.

And if it resonates… share it. Quietly or loudly, in a DM or a classroom.

Thank you for witnessing this milestone with me.

More is coming.

With heart,

Lisangelee Velazquez, M.S.

Creator of GiftedBecoming™ and the Overthinker’s Study Toolkit

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